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Issue 12 - September 2006

Dust to Dust
by Fiona Glass

The box sat in the centre of the floor, oblong and uncompromising and very, very dusty. The oak was chipped and blackened in places, as though it had survived its fair share of wars, but the iron hasps held tight, the great lock still bound lid to side as strongly as the day it was made.

Dr Hilary Jones sat back on her haunches, wiped a drip of perspiration off her tilted nose with one hand and dusted the worst of the grime onto the seat of her jeans. Then she remembered to breathe. This was fantastic - so much better than she'd ever dared to hope. The brief description in the archives hadn't prepared her for this, had been so unspecific in fact that the best she'd hoped for was a straightforward coffin. But this... this was beyond her wildest dreams. Cautiously, reverentially, she took the heavy key from the belt at her waist and fitted it into the lock. It sank home and turned with a precise snick that belied the centuries since it had last been used - centuries since the box had been moved from the monastery at Mount Sinai and had lain, undisturbed, in the deepest darkest vault the Vatican possessed, unmarked and unnoticed by all but the rats. Four hundred years, according to the fragmentary register she'd translated only yesterday - and if she was right, the contents were even older than that.

Breathing deep, she dug her fingernails underneath the lid and began to lift, grunting with the strain. Six foot by two foot and at least three inches thick represented an awful lot of wood, and besides, she didn't want to flip it open too quickly and damage whatever was inside. The hinges squealed in protest, piercing echoes reverberating from the walls, but finally she had the heavy boards off and could peer inside.

And there it was. Exactly as the records had suggested, better preserved than she could ever have expected: the ancient, bundled shape of a mummified human body. The sarcophagus was bare of burial goods and there were no shrouds or wrappings, just the body. It was sere and shrivelled, shrunken by the centuries, skin sunk taut against the bones, yet the hair and nails were miraculously preserved and even the penis was still attached. Six hundred years of dust and dehydration and it looked almost - almost - as perfect as the day it was buried.

Scientific principles abandoned in her excitement, she leaned forward for a closer look, breathing on the parchment skin and stroking a hand over the delicate strands of yellowish hair. And then she screamed. Screamed and screamed until her throat was raw and her lungs ached, and slammed the coffin shut, and leaped backwards to the safety of the wall. Shaking, and clinging to the rough brick, she closed her eyes and prayed to God and Jesus and the Virgin Mary and the Holy Spirit, and every saint she could remember from her childhood, to deliver her from the horror. Because the mummy, that had lain here untouched for over half a millennium, that had been locked inside a box without food or water or air, that had been dead for all that time, the corpse had opened its eyes and stared at her.

~~~~~

In the hotel bathroom Dave Slater turned off the shower, shook the last drops of water from his limbs and reached for a towel, rubbing. It was nearly ten o'clock in the morning and he really ought to be working on something, but heck, even journalists were allowed the occasional day off. Besides, he'd promised Giles a trip to the British Museum, which his mate had been pestering him about for months. Some damned exhibition or other, that they'd first seen advertised on that devil's invention, the television; the first mention of Ancient Greece and the normally laid- back Giles had sat up, golden eyes pleading like a puppy begging for a walk.

So here they were in London, in the middle of a damp and foggy February. He'd never been all that fond of British winters and would have liked nothing better than to decamp to the Canaries or the south of France for a weekend break. Still, he'd promised, and it was Giles's treat, something to cheer the guy up. Lately he'd seemed so depressed.

Dave would do anything for Giles Rayne. They might not be lovers - yet - but that didn't mean he didn't love the guy to distraction. Loved - and wanted. The few times he was really honest with himself he knew he wanted Giles's body in his bed, or in his shower or across his desk or even propped against the wall. He lusted for the long slender limbs and the narrow shoulders and waist, for the tiny bum and the neat package between his legs, which he tended to display in skin-tight jeans. Hell, he even lusted after Giles's distinctly patrician nose. If only Giles would give some sign that he returned that love, or indeed that he was anything other than a red- blooded heterosexual male. It hadn't happened yet, but Dave never fully gave up hope.

Yanking his wet hair back behind his ears and slinging on a robe he mooched into the bedroom. In his absence room service had called and Giles was slouched in his twin bed, thoroughly at ease with a silver tray of breakfast balanced on his lap. "Morning," he mumbled, waving a half-eaten slice of toast in Dave's direction.

"Morning yourself." Dave concentrated on stifling his disappointment before it showed. Giles might be irritating but he wasn't stupid, and their friendship was too important to risk. He couldn't help the feelings that swamped him every time they were alone but not together, but he could hide those feelings and avoid embarrassing his friend. Besides, he was hungry, and breakfast won hands down over sex. "Where's mine?" he said, posing dangerously with his hands on his hips.

Another piece of toast waved vaguely in his direction. "Help yourself. This was all they brought."

"And you've eaten most of it, by the looks of it."

"Well, I've my strength to-"

He broke off so suddenly that Dave stopped pouring coffee mid-stream. "Giles? You okay?"

"I'm not... sure." The clever eyes were veiled and far-away; the forgotten toast dangling half way to his mouth. "It's as though.... Stefan? No, that's impossible." He sat for a moment, lips parted, brow creased by a worried frown, and then his gaze returned to the present and rested, troubled, on Dave. "I have to go to Italy."

"Italy? What the hell for?" Dave knew he sounded rougher than he'd intended but Giles's behaviour had him baffled. Who the blazes was Stefan anyway? Old friend? Old lover? Some character that a newly deranged Giles had just this minute made up? He banged the coffee pot down and drank his cupful black.

Giles merely chucked his uneaten toast back on the plate and scooted his legs out of bed. "I don't know, but I have to find out. Please, Dave. This is important."

Dave sighed, and did his best not to ogle those legs. When Giles pleaded like that he was powerless to resist. "Well, okay, if you don't mind missing the museum. But there's one condition."

"Oh? What's that?"

"We're both going to Italy."

"No."

"Why the hell not?"

"It's not a good idea, Dave. Trust me."

"Oh, no, you can't get rid of me that easily. I thought we were friends. Come on, Giles. Please?"

In the end Giles had given in, although whether it was due to his pleading or sheer lack of time, Dave didn't know. Twenty-four hours later they were sitting in a cubby-hole office in the British School in Rome, face to face with the most famous archaeologist in the world. Hilary Jones had written a series of popular books about Egyptian burial practices and followed that up with a string of lectures, conferences and tv appearances. Rumour had it she'd just been awarded a weekly slot on the UK's prestigious Channel Four. On screen her manner was brusque and business-like but in real life Dave thought she was surprisingly feminine, with an odd little breathless voice and a habit of pushing her hair behind one ear. It didn't do a lot for him but Giles seemed to be lapping it up.

"Thank you for agreeing to see us at such short notice, Dr Jones," Giles said. "I'm currently studying history and archaeology and I've done a great deal of research into early burial practices. I've wanted to meet you for some time." This was news to Dave, who often berated his friend for appearing to have no job or means of support at all. He kept quiet, though, in the interests of finding out what was going on.

"The pleasure's all mine, and please call me Hilary." The doctor smiled into Giles's hazel eyes like a lovesick teenager and Dave winced. He'd always thought he was handsome, with his long dark hair and spaniel eyes, but Giles only had to grin and the women flocked to him. Damned if he knew how the man did it - but he was uncomfortably aware that whatever it was, it worked on him, too. Day-dreaming, he missed the next part of the conversation; when he came to Giles and Hilary were discussing mummification. It seemed a strange way to go about tracing 'Stefan', whoever he was, but presumably Giles knew what he was doing.

"But surely all mummies were wrapped in shrouds. It was an important part of the mummification process."

"Not necessarily. That argument may no longer be valid, Mr Rayne."

"Giles."

"Giles," she acknowledged with a smile. "I myself made a... fascinating discovery only yesterday. The details will have to be validated, of course - the circumstances were a little... unusual, to say the least. But if I'm right, it could demonstrate that later civilisations... used a different technique."

The scientific mumbo-jumbo washed straight over Dave's head, but the journalist in him began to realise that Giles was following a deliberate thread. The more questions he asked, the more obvious it became that he was trying with quiet persistence to get the doctor to reveal the whereabouts of her discovery.

Sadly, she'd spotted it too, and proved adept at avoiding the issue. "I'm sorry, Giles," she said for the sixth time. "I'm sure you understand. This discovery is... potentially invaluable, and should form the basis of many years of research. I can't just... give that away to a potential rival."

And no matter how much Giles charmed her, she refused to budge.

~~~~~

"Well, that didn't get us very far," Dave commented later, over a cappuchino at one of Rome's myriad pavement cafes. "We're no nearer to finding whatever it is you're looking for."

Giles blew some of the froth off the top of his cup. "Really, fluffy coffee. What will they think of next?" he muttered, then appeared to hear what Dave had said. "Oh yes, we are," he contradicted.

"Oh yeah? How d'you work that one out?" A small dog sniffed with interest round his ankles and he resisted the urge to kick it. The dog's owner, a young woman in a scarlet beret and a short fur coat, glared at him before sweeping the ball of hair into her arms. He eyed it - and her - with dislike, then turned back to his friend. "She wouldn't tell you what she'd found or where she'd found it."

Giles's only reply was an impatient shake of the head. "Never mind that. Come on, drink up. We have to go and find the library."

"We do? Why?"

"Because that's where Hilary found the reference to her discovery. She let that slip while she was talking to me."

"I hadn't noticed."

Just for a second Giles's mischievous grin appeared. "Dave, the state you were in back there you wouldn't have noticed if a herd of elephants had driven past in a Sherman tank."

Dave was so pleased to see his friend smiling again, he decided to let that one go.

~~~~~

Midnight found them marching down an endless underground corridor with a bewildering array of locked doors leading off it. If he hadn't already pinched himself, twice, Dave might have thought he was dreaming, but he supposed it did make sense in a weird kind of way. In the library Giles had checked the signing-out register and requested the exact same documents Hilary Jones had been working on the previous day. He'd spent the next four hours leafing through a collection of torn and faded parchment sheets while Dave tried to stay awake.

The boredom had been worth it, though, because at six o'clock Giles grunted, shuffled the papers together and scraped back his chair. "Got it! If only I'm in time...."

Dave still had no idea what he was talking about, and the rest of the evening did nothing to enlighten him. Giles turned into a whirlwind, requesting meetings with what seemed like half the senior officials of the Vatican - meetings during which he spoke fluent Italian, much to Dave's surprise. Those meetings had left them with a great many slapped backs and shaken hands, and a key, which Dave was still convinced they weren't supposed to have. It had simply appeared in Giles's coat pocket after the final meeting and despite a great deal of badgering, his friend flatly refused to say how it had got there.

But a key was just a key, and they still had to find whatever it unlocked. Which was presumably what they were doing down here, in the bowels of the earth, in a series of tunnels far beneath the Vatican's treasuries. They'd already walked for several miles when Giles paused in front of a door. "This is it."

"It is? How can you tell?" All the doors looked identical; even the numbering wasn't logically arranged.

"Let's just say I'm following my-"

"Nose?" He couldn't resist.

"I was going to say instincts," Giles replied with a rueful grin. "But I guess nose will do just as well." He produced the key, unlocked the door with a flourish, and led them inside.

The first thing Dave noticed was the dust. "Aaaa-chooo!"

"Bless you," said Giles, absently, poking about in a stack of crates. The room was piled high with boxes of all shapes and sizes, together with wrapped paintings, shrouded sculptures and what looked like a crucifix, but placed upside-down.

"What is this place?" said Dave, staring about with his eyes open wide.

"Hmm? Oh, the Italian name translates roughly as 'Repository of Evil'. It's where the Vatican store their occult collection."

"I didn't know the Catholics were into witchcraft."

Giles sighed, raising a cloud of dust motes that danced in the still air. "They're not," he said with great patience. "They study the ways of their enemy in the hope it will give them greater strength in the fight against him. When they've finished studying an object they can hardly unleash its evil on the world, so they lock everything away down here. I'm surprised you can't feel it."

"All I can feel is the dust getting up my nose," said Dave, wiping the streaming organ in question on his sleeve. "The whole place is inches deep in the stuff. There can't have been anyone down here for years. "

"Ah, but that's where you're wrong. I'm almost certain this is where Dr Jones made her discovery yesterday. Now all we have to do is find whatever she found...."

"Easier said than done. There's a ton of boxes down here."

"Then the sooner we start, the sooner we'll find it," said Giles, and vanished behind a crate.

Dave gave a little grunt of annoyance and followed suit. The smaller items of the collection were laid out on a series of racks, which ran across the room from floor to ceiling and were packed so full he couldn't see anything of the room beyond. The first set of shelves were stacked high with boxes of daggers, handles carved with contorted creatures with rubies for eyes. He was pretty sure Giles was looking for something larger than those, and moved on. As he examined the next bank of shelves he felt an odd sensation between his shoulder-blades, as though something with eyes was watching him. He shrugged, trying to ignore it, but the further he went, the stronger it grew, and the less friendly he thought it was. But that was ridiculous - apart from Dr Jones, he and Giles were probably the first people down here in fifty years. He shrugged again and did his best to shake off the feeling of doom.

For the next half hour he inspected shelf after shelf, finding boxes of skulls and hundreds of arcane books and a quite astonishing quantity of dust. Alternately sneezing and wiping his nose on his sleeve, he sniffed his way to the back of the room. There, finally, he came to the end of the shelves, and beyond them discovered an open space with a single large box sitting in it - a box that bore an uncanny resemblence to a coffin. "Hey, over here," he called. "Is this what you're looking for?"

"That's it," said a voice just behind his shoulder, and he jumped. "Sorry," Giles added. "I was already heading this way. Following my... nose again."

They studied the wooden sarcophagus and Dave made a discovery. "Look - it's unlocked," he said, pointing to the dangling hasps.

"Just how our friend Hilary left it, I hope. Help me?" Giles took hold of the lid and began to lever it up; when Dave added his weight it lifted easily out of the way, and they peered eagerly inside. But there was nothing to be seen, except the faintest sifting of dust and one small cobweb clinging to the side.

"Shit," said Giles, sitting back on his heels, and Dave thought he'd seldom heard his friend sound so desolate.

"Hey, come on," he said. "Whatever was in here was big - too big to carry very far. Maybe it's still around here somewhere." The prickling sensation was back, more uncomfortable than ever, making his scalp writhe. There was an odd smell, too, of must and ancient clothes and even more ancient skin - and a sudden faint surge of cool air at his back. It was almost as though someone was standing right behind him and breathing down his neck. But that was so silly he should be laughing at himself. The atmosphere of this place had clearly affected his mind.

"Are you looking for me?" said a soft, musical voice down his ear, and he jumped so hard he bit his tongue. Swallowing blood, he whirled around, but at first he could see nothing. Then he glanced upwards, without quite knowing why. There, dangling above him - from what, he couldn't see - was the figure of a man. A slender young man with a boyish face and long golden hair which swept down from his head and almost reached the floor. The fine threads of a cobweb glistened on the ends of that hair. Dave swallowed, felt the blood leave his face, and grabbed a candlestick from a nearby shelf.

"Oh, put that away - I am not strong enough to fight anyone," the young man said. "Hello, Gilles. I see you have cut your hair. Are you going to introduce your companion?"

The effect on Giles was extraordinary. He took one look at the young man and turned as white as chalk. "Stefan!" he gasped. "Then it was.... But... How did you... I mean, when.... I thought you were dead!"

The young man shook his head, dislodging a shower of dust, and scowled. "It takes more than a locked box to kill me, Gilles my dear. Or four years of torture before that. Although it has been lonely. I would not recommend it to anyone. Do either of you have any water, by any chance? I am rather thirsty."

Dave shook his head, not quite liking the predatory glint that had lit up in Stefan's eyes. If he was thirsty he could well be hungry too, and if he really had been locked away all this time he might decide to satisfy the pangs by eating them. "Shouldn't we be, er, going?" he said, directing an urgent glance at his friend.

But Giles was still transfixed. Eyes wide, mouth agape, he stood staring at the sweep of Stefan's hair, until finally the cement binding his legs seemed to break. He strode across the floor, reached above his head to where Stefan's waist must be, and half- pulled, half-carried the young man to the ground. Then he swept him into an embrace.

Dave felt his heart strings ping one by one as the embrace became a kiss, and then a passionate full-on snog. The two figures had melded into one, their arms wrapped tightly round each other's shoulders and waists, Stefan's head in the curve of Giles's throat, Giles's cheek resting on Stefan's hair. So much for tempting Giles into a relationship with him - whoever this guy Stefan was, it was obvious they'd been close. Were still close - close enough to have a bond that could travel for hundreds of miles. How else had Giles know that Stefan was newly awake?

Not even that bond could explain what Stefan was, though. No human could possibly survive being locked away without food or air, and no human could come alive again as rapidly as this. As Dave watched the colour seemed to be returning to Stefan's cheeks and his gaunt limbs to be plumping out, filling the space inside the ragged velvet coat he wore. It was almost as though he was taking new life from Giles, but surely a kiss couldn't have that much effect?

Dave cleared his throat. "I, er, look, I don't want to interrupt the reunion of two such old friends, but we really should be going. The people at the Vatican are going to want their key back, and we might get thrown out of the hotel...." The reaction to his words was not what he expected at all. At first he thought they were going to ignore him altogether, but then Stefan swung round and Giles's head snapped up. Both had a curious feral yellow light in their eyes, and blood lined Stefan's mouth. At the base of Giles's throat two neat little round holes had been punched, healing already but still oozing a thin red trail of blood.

"Wh-what are you?" Dave gasped, taking a couple of steps back towards the shelves and the safety of the door. "Not... not a vampire? Vampires don't exist."

"Tell that to Gilles," said Stefan, slowly licking his lips. He opened his mouth in a wide but mirthless smile and showed his pointed teeth.

"Oh God," said Dave and took another step back. "Giles? Come on, run, while you still have the chance."

Giles stayed exactly where he was, one arm still laying claim to Stefan's waist. His eyes seemed to glow in the gloomy light and when he opened his mouth, it was to reveal two sharply pointed fangs of his own. "And why would I want to leave?" he said, and it was as if a stranger had spoken to Dave.

"Oh, God," said Dave again. "What's he done to you? Why are you looking at me like that? And why does he keep called you Gilles?"

"Because that's my name, Dave. Gilles de Rais - at your very disobedient service." He gave an ironic bow, sweeping an imaginary hat across the floor. "And I'm looking at you like that because I need to feed, too, and I can scent the rich fresh blood pumping through your veins."

Dave's knees began to sag. "No. No, that's not possible. I've heard of him and he died centuries ago."

"Did he, Dave? Did he really?"

Both men were advancing on him now, the hunger clear in their eyes. Dave's feet were glued to the floor but he dragged them free and began to creep backwards, never daring to turn his back. If he once let them out of his sight they might rush him, or fly, or whatever it was that vampires did, and he'd be dead for sure. Panic ate into his brain, but then he remembered the daggers on the first set of shelves and knew if could reach them first he stood a chance. He realised, too, that he still had the key - he could feel it weighting his pocket and jabbing into his leg. Maybe he could trick them somehow, and slam the door and lock them both in here for another fifty years. It would be tough on whoever came down here next, of course, but perhaps he could warn somebody in the Vatican far above his head, and they could perform an exorcism or whatever it was they did.

He continued to retreat in the face of their combined stalk. It was hard to see where he was going without turning his head, and he backed into the shelves and cut his hand. Instinctively he put it in his mouth, tasting iron as he sucked the scratch, and felt the waves of hunger and - arousal? - climb a notch as they caught the scent. They pressed forward more urgently now and if he wasn't careful he'd be trapped against the shelves. Risking a quick glance to left and right he judged the best way to run - but even as he braced himself he knew it was too late. Yessss... he heard in his mind, and then they were on him, one either side, cutting off his escape routes and crowding into his space.

He tensed, but knew without trying that fighting was no good. There were two of them to one of him and they possessed an unearthly strength that belied slender build or (in Stefan's case), wasted limbs. Their faces bore down on him, mouths already open and fangs glistening, and he felt despair settle in his bones. Shaking off the grasping fingers for a few valuable seconds, he appealed directly to his friend.

"Giles? Or Gilles, or whoever the hell you are. Don't do this, please. I thought we were friends." Friends but never lovers, now....

It worked, at least in part. Giles drew back just a little and smiled. "You're right. We are friends and you've been good to me the last few years. Because of that, I'll let you live. Because of that we'll drain you and make you one of us. We'll be together for all time after that."

"But...." Oh, God, there was so much he wanted to say, and so little time. He didn't want Giles if it meant sharing him; didn't want this so-called gift. But it was too late, and the time for protest had gone. He felt the warm stir of their breath on his cheeks, and the twin jab of agony at his neck, and the strange exciting pressure as they began to drink their fill. "Noooo," he cried, but it was only in his mind, and he was floating now on a dark and tossing sea. Feeling fled from his limbs and a grey mist descended in front of his eyes, and for one terrible moment he thought Giles had broken his promise and killed him after all.

But sensation of a different kind returned, sharper and keener than before, and with it a terrible thirst of his own. Blindly he reached for the first available flesh and found Giles's arm, offered freely for his needs. He grasped it and hunted the vein with nose and lips, following the scent of the newly drunk blood, and then he bit. Thick fluid filled his mouth but the expected taste of iron was gone - there was just warmth and sweetness and desperate, desperate need, and he sucked until the arm must be dry.

Too soon it was taken from him. It wasn't nearly enough, but he felt strength of a sort returning to his limbs - enough to get out of this place. "We should leave," he mumbled thickly, and this time Giles listened to him.

"Yes, my friend, it would be dangerous to linger here now, lest the churchmen find us and lock us away again."

"Where will we go?"

"Does it matter? We will be together, the three of us, and they will not separate us again." He bent his head and kissed Dave slowly on the lips.

"Together," said Stefan, and did the same.

The vampires took one arm each, and with Giles supporting him on one side and Stefan on the other, they began to walk towards the door. As they moved behind the shelves he looked back once and saw the coffin lying open and beckoning in the middle of the floor. And he knew this was the place where he'd died.


Fiona lives in a pointy Victorian house in Birmingham (UK) with one husband, one visiting cat, several tropical fish and far too many spiders. She's been writing homoerotica for about ten years and had stories published by Torquere Press, Chippewa Publishing, Sultry Heat Publications, Velvet Mafia, and Sigil: Volume 2. Her first novel, Roses in December, a gay paranormal romance, has just been published by Torquere Press. One Degree of Separation, an e-book collection of eight poignant gay love stories, is also available from Torquere.
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Giles took hold of the lid and began to lever it up; when Dave added his weight it lifted easily out of the way, and they peered eagerly inside. But there was nothing to be seen, except the faintest sifting of dust and one small cobweb clinging to the side.

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